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Joshua was one of those people that was always trying to not be so easily read. Actually he was one that quite liked to surprise people and that was exactly what he had decided to do that day. Joshua had been working through the morning for a few hours, not that he was scheduled or anything but one of the girls working there needed some of her shift covered so he said he would, but Joshua figured since Emmy wouldn’t be home till later that night, something about as group project and going to a friends house after school and track and all was done, he believed basically most of the night of both Joshua and riku was free, so Joshua had decided to go to kuu’s school, where he knew it would be quite easy to find him. Since well he had come to the school a few times before just to visit kuu for the reason of wanting to see him. You would think that Joshua really did see Kuu a lot and all, i mean they did live together, and work together, plus saw eachother when they decided to go out and all that he would just not be showing up at his school on the days he went but that wasn’t the case for Josh, if Josh found any given time that he could spend more time with Kuu he would easily take it. Josh didn’t want to spend his time with other people other then kuu, yet he did just so it wasn’t as obvious that Joshua was easily to say completely in love with this guy whom right now he was waiting for to finish his last class of the day. He had gone home and changed and everything before coming back and was in just a pair of blue pants and a white tshirt, not something that was extremely fascinating but Joshua was always thinking into things and he decided he didn’t want to be looking as if he was trying to impress kuu, more just wearing whatever he felt like, just like any other day. Yet even Joshua who had picked the simplest clothes, was incredibly appealing. Josh just wouldn’t ever believe something like that, because that was just how josh was. Always incredibly downgrading upon himself. Kuu especially noticed this and was constantly telling him basically the opposite of what he thought of himself on most occasions.

The way Kuu and Josh acted around each other was a bit..peculiar especially since you know they had only known each other for about a year, not even actually if you thought about it. Yet they acted basically as if they ere lovers from a long relationship and needed to be by each others side at all times. Josh never liked to admit how much he actually needed kuu around so he tried not to seem like he was so attached to him but anyone looking at the two together could tell they both were completely hooked on the other. Well anyone but themselves of course both sides refusing to actually admit to the other the feelings that they have. Joshua had always been quite stubborn as it is but with emily’s constant nagging it was sort of starting to wear him down to the point that he wanted to tell kuu. But he always didn’t want to loose kuu and that was what held him back anyways. Joshua had very weird ways with dealing with his feelings for someone else, and oftentimes it was one thing that was hard to predict with basically just what he would do. It really did just depend on how strong of feelings Joshua had and whether it was worth loosing the person or not if things turned bad, because Joshua had of course had his fair share of bad relationships. So with others normally he would easily confess, but with some ne like kuu who first of all he would be risking quite a bit of his life right now on it, and second the fact that he loved Kuu to the point where he was scared to tell him meant it would probably take quite a while before he actually manasged to spit out some sort of way of telling kuu that he loved him. So obviously there was very little chance of him ever telling kuu. It would most definitely have to be kuu who told Joshua or they would really stay at the awkward stage of being all to aware of eachother, yet still very much in denial of this in a way. Joshua never knew what to do in a situation like this so he just did the reasonable thing to do and kept his mouth shut, and kept to his own bed and didn’t end up in kuu’s, as much as he would rather be in there. Yet still Joshua didn’t stop himself from jumping at the chance to spend an afternoon alone together without em around.

Joshua was actually today not quite acting like himself, he had made quite a few screw ups at work today and really was just nervous as hell, always fiddling with his hair or something. Actually one of the coworkers had found him muttering to himself in the back room. He quite believed kuu’s one friend kat might be rubbing off at him. He was acting just very strange, even he noticing it yet he couldn’t stop himself. When finally at the college Joshua had realized, though he knew Riku was here in this building he had never surprised visited him here, actually they always planned where to meet and everything so he wasn’t exactly sure where kuu would be which had made him sit down in the middle of the pathway leading out to the parking lot, making his ass quite dirty from the ground, and really making him quite uncomfortable. Normally he would sit off to the side somewhere but he was afraid of missing him and him being all nervous would be for nothing so he sat where everyone would be walking, so obviously anyone walking would make some sort of circle around him which would make it seem like something was up and Joshua was hoping it would grab kuus attention. Not that he didn’t know what shoes kuu was wearing or anything, he could just grab his leg or something and pull him to the ground with him but that would just be endangering him as well, yet he would still do it if worse came to worse. Joshua noticed that though he was still nervous sitting down finally here made him become at least a bit more calm. Something he hadn’t expected to happen at the beginning, but he believed it really was just because he realized that it was kuu he was meeting up with, not someone that would judge him for every move that he made and it made him considerably calmer yet still quite the nervous wreck all the same. And even more he would be once the final bell rang and everyone skittered outside to be rid of there classes. Joshua waiting to hear the sound of people rushing outside too his eyes glancing at the doors that should swing open in a matter of only a few moments. ‘God im such a mess’ he muttered to himself shaking his head. Yet again talking to himself but he was merely stating a fact, a fact that he hated. Because Joshua liked having the upper hand, and not being so vulnerable but when it came to kuu he just became a mess that had issues even breathing.

Joshua didn’t have anything planned today or anything, he hadn’t gone all out on the planning, he merely wanted to do something with kuu. He had decided of just walking and shopping or whatever but he also decided he was going to make dinner. Oh yes dinner. It wasn’t going to be fancy, not at all actually. Something that would actual remain edible and even if it was really something that would basically look like it was thrown together but it would be something made by him. And then they would probably play video games and eat ice cream or something but even so Joshua was definitely going to enjoy the fact that Emily wasn’t there, even if just for tonight. Because though Joshua did like emilys company when he was debating whether to just blurt out the obvious or not having her in the way wasn’t helping. Yet she had helped up to the point where he became a mess of confusion as to what he really should do. He came back to reality when he heard the sound of the bell ringing and people starting to descend the stairs. He curled himself up slightly, his knees to his chest and him jsut resting his chin on his knees looking for the one person that he had been waiting for since about fifteen minutes ago. Someone who anyone would notice quite easily just with the difference in look compared to everyone else. Sighing quietly he noticed the weird looks he got but he kept his gaze averted forward and he felt as if he had stopped breathing, though he also was quite scared to death of being trampled over by this mob of people. Bad idea on him sitting in the middle of an area everyone is walking. But still he didn’t want to miss kuu. And to him this is the only way to do it. He would make sure to ask him where his class was though once meeting up with him. He believed his heart skipped for a moment when he finally caught sight of who he had been looking for, and just stared over at him as he approached not able to get his voice working enough to actually yell out his name, so it more came out in a high pitched croak ‘kuuuu’. Oh god he really was making a mess of it all, but he still couldn’t help but smile as he moved closer to where Joshua was still sitting patiently.


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Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us



The clock on the wall ticked away, the seconds feeling like minutes and the minutes like hours. College was boring enough. Summer courses however? They were worth killing yourself over right in the middle of the lecture hall. On many occasions, Riku had been more than tempted to get up in the middle of his sociology class and commit suicide via his fountain pen to his brain, but really, he didn't want someone to have to clean up that mess. Emily would be more than angry at him too if he went and killed himself because that would mean she'd be shipped back to the orphanage and all alone... He couldn't do that to the teen. Josh would get mad too... He'd be all homeless again and really, that wasn't a thing Riku wanted for his friend and roommate. So, in thinking, Riku couldn't go and kill himself because his daughter would be alone and his roommate would be a hobo again. People were counting on him! He just had to live through this god awful class.

The hour bell went off somewhere and the class rushed out of the hall at an almost comedic speed. Riku wasn't the only one who hated summer courses. It was one of those, once a week classes which meant, while he only had to be there one day a week for a short summer semester, the class time was twice as long and even more agonizing than a normal course. Once a week, random part time classes were all Riku could afford to do at that time, and by afford it was meant time was needed, not money. Running a cafe, raising a teenager, playing in a band and still finding time to see doctors and occasionally date left little to no time for Riku to continue his education. Not that he really minded. He always had preferred to be busy over bored, kept his mind off the little things and helped him get over mental obstacles he was always running into otherwise. At least, doing this occasional schooling thing was good, kept his mind sharp, helped him to his degree and got him out of the usual places and meeting new people.

Slinging his messenger bag over his shoulder, Riku shuffled his way down the lecture hall's steps, ignoring some of his classmates comments and questions about his look that day. It was another hot and humid day but Riku still strolled around in his black skinnies, orange tee-shirt, black suit jacket, black scarf and his typical white boots. Sure, it was a warm outfit but the college inside was freezing and Riku had problems retaining body heat anyway, even in the summer he was cold. He blamed his tiny frame for the whole 'I'm always cold no matter what I do' issue of his. Walking to the exit of the building was more of the same, people pointing him out to friends, making comments and such. The best thing he had heard though was someone asking someone else if he was a she, for the only thing suffering from the heat and humidity was Riku's hair. Usually fluffy and back-combed to oblivion, Riku's hair fell flat against his head today, a little body from the in air moisture but still it was smooth and shinny, falling in just a way that would make people question if he were a boy or girl.

Ah... Fresh air. Time to ruin it. Rummaging around in his bag, Riku searched for his cigarettes, having waited over three hours to have one. Finding the desired items, slender fingers pulled a stick from the pack and the lighter before the dark clad twenty year old stopped in his tracks to light up. A long drag latter and he was off, making his way to the parking lot and his car. The crowd of people ahead seemed to part and move out of the way of something or someone, since there had been a few angry words tossed by the lazier of the crowed who did not want to alter their trek for the smallest of reasons. When a squeaky version of his name hit him, Riku looked around almost frantically, worried that it was Emily here to ambush him and lecture him about smoking, as she was prone to do on her days off from track. But Emmy had track today which only left him with... ''JOSHIE!'' Riku picked up his pace and seemingly launched himself at the younger, not paying much mind to the fact Josh was sitting on the ground and any impact might just kill him. Oops?
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Joshua had easily fell into routine with living with Riku and Emily. Actually it was far easier then he would have thought it to be. Joshua normally always had a hard time really fitting into places. With his off personality, not really having many friends and really only speaking when he needed to. It was hard to get really noticed by anyone. And actually if it wasn’t for the fact that he was fairly good looking he would probably have even a harder time. But with Kuu he really did go out of his usual to get along with him, along with the fact that Joshua had been attracted to him right from seeing him, his personality tends to change slightly when around someone like that. But it definitely changed much more then more time he was around kuu, for some reason Kuu had a way of bringing out a different side of Josh that nobody else saw. Joshua didnt really notice the time go by each day, he didnt really pay attention to it anymore, it was either work, school or being with kuu and emmy, but really it was a much better life then that with his uncle. He had never thought of really being back looking for somewhere to stay once again, or ending up getting kicked out of the house he stayed at with kuu and em, or anything like that. Josh really just sort of fit into the family quite easily so his thoughts never wandered to what it would be like to be alone once again. Actually Josh was so used to being with some sort of a family as he saw them, in one way or another that it would be weird being off by himself. So he wouldn’t exactly be having anyone wrecking his relationship with the people he lived with. And it was also why he didnt move closer to kuu as much as he wanted to. He kept to being a close friend and someone who just really was an intrusion on the pair.

Joshua could probably never handle doing summer courses, he got impatient with classes and was known back home to just walk out on classes once he got bored of them. So summer classes just wasn’t his thing but the only thing he did hate about kuu attending them was that it meant it took up just a bit more time they were able to be together. Yet that was why you found him waiting for him and his class to finish. Normally he wouldn’t, because he believed that he would be considered clingy but he had taken a risk to doing this, just this once hoping it wouldn’t be considered weird or anything. He would more just blame it on emily’s absence and thought it would give them some time to do whatever they felt like. Joshua could ramble about something as long as it took just so that they would not question him but that also got him embarrassed and eventually would get him looking more guilty in some way or another. Joshua never really cared for school, he would be fine working at some minimum paying job for the rest of his life and he could still live easily. With the inherited money and the money he would make it would get him by, plus he still did attend some college courses and he didnt mind the fact that he was working. It gave him more free time, and Joshua was someone who often liked to just sit around and think. He was a quiet person as it was so just sitting around was fine with him. Yet lately he had been craving company a lot more and often would work extra shifts where needed at the cafe, especially when riku was working, just so that he could get out and do something. And also why he would find himself in a situation like this where he was waiting for kuu, or even sometimes Emily just to bring them to do something. Always trying to come up with something creative. Which he failed at, well except for his photography. That was the only thing he seemed to be creative with and not have an issue with coming up with ideas.

Joshua was someone who didnt really put up with other people’s shit. He dealt with it enough when he was younger so he really did speak his mind in a way. He could hold his tongue if he wanted and not really do anything about weird stares or whispers of people saying things about him or anyone else behind his back but Josh never saw a reason for it. It actually pissed him off quite a bit people staring at him, more for the reason it was none of there business of what happened in another persons life especially when they didnt know that person. So why say things about them. You could definitely tell that Josh wasn’t someone who enjoyed gossip. But he was a very quiet person and barely spoke about normal things let alone spreading gossip like most people. It was never something he had bothered with, just like you would never see him pick up a magazine from a rack and start to read it. If he needed information on something that was what he had a lab top for and anything else a magazine offered he didnt need. Joshua was a lot like Kuu in the sense that he was always cold, they both tended to have to wear layers of clothes even int he summer so they both stood out easily compared to everyone else, not to mention they both were stunners, even if not everyone agreed. When Joshua saw the people move outside he grinned knowing he would somehow be able to find kuu quite soon, yet he stayed put. Always easier to be a stick out in the crowd then try finding someone when everyone just blended in together when the crowd hurried out. He smirked as insults and comments about him sitting right in the middle of the walkway came at him and at one lazy ass who complained about having to move slightly he pulled quite the childish act of sticking his tongue out at him. Who knew Josh could be so immature, yet quite adorable doing something so stupid. But Josh wasn’t here to fight with anyone, here merely for kuu so it didnt matter much to him.

Joshua felt uncomfortable sitting there though because he didnt normally do something so stupid yet the moment he heard his name he perked up once again looking around for riku. He didnt catch sight of him once again, having lost the original sighting of kuu earlier in the crowd, till really it was partly to late, him having flung himself at josh and though josh protected kuu from feeling the impact josh felt the ice impact of his head smashing into the pavement. Ouch. He had sort of curled himself slightly though so it hadn’t been as hurtful as it could have been, but its not to say his head was throbbing nicely. ‘ow’ he muttered getting up slowly rubbing his head wincing a bit but grinning over at kuu and pulled him close kissing the top of his head lightly ‘as much as i seem to be like a skinny teddy bear you better work on your entrances a bit’ he said with a chuckle running his fingers over his cheek gently before getting up pulling him along with him, keeping ahold of his hand just while they got out of the crowd, slowing his pace so that everyone passed them both ‘so how was your lovely class today? Torture?’ he asked chuckling lightly. He knew how crappy it was to sit in an extra long class during the summer, having tried once to take a summer course, obviously not lasting. Yet he often heard kuu complaining at times too so it was quite easy to read him when it came to how his class went. ‘So we have the night to ourselves for once’ he said with a wink looking over in his direction barely taking notice that he was still walking forward. Kuu was a horrible distraction for josh, because of the fact that he didnt notice anything but him when he was around. So you can imagine how work was with them working together. Quite amusing the mistakes Joshua can make in a day. ‘you better not have any plans i might add’ he sort of asked him looking down at him by a bit. ‘Because i don’t exactly feel like being left out of having some time with you’ he told him with a nod looking ahead. It would definitely suck if Riku suddenly had plans but he didnt think he did anyways. Still he knew he couldn’t very well have kuu all to himself as much as he wanted that sometimes.





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